I don’t know what to do anymore.
He left. I can’t move on to save my life. I have a pounding headache. I feel empty inside. I just want to do something. But something inside of me doesn’t want me to. I want to see him before he leaves, I want to hug him one last time. And maybe, just maybe I can move on with my sorry pathetic life and do something.
When i fall in love I fall hard, and I can’t fall out of it no matter how hard I try.
I think about you everyday, even when I don’t want to, even though you don’t pop up in conversation. Little things remind me of you and the good times we had together. You were my first love, my only love and I…
Honestly I can say now, I am content to be single. I realized that though I like the feel of being close to someone, I just don’t want that entanglement. I’m happy just being with myself, and if that special someone comes along I’ll see how it goes, but I’m not looking and I’m done looking. It’s…
He’s annoying, he’s hilarious, he makes me yell, he drives me crazy, he’s out of his mind, an he is everything I want.
As much as I want to believe you’re not doing wrong, deep down I know it’s true. At the end of the day I’m truly better off with you.
Everyone keeps telling me that time heals all wounds, but no one can tell me what I’m supposed to do right now. Right now I can’t sleep. It’s right now that I can’t eat. Right now I still hear his voice and sense his presence even though I know he’s not here. Right now all I seem to do is cry. I know all about time and wounds healing, but even if I had all the time in the world, I still don’t know what to do with all this hurt right now.
—Nina Guilbeau, Too Many Sisters