Teared up from that one night in Cocoa with Eric. Literally teared. I really wonder sometimes if I exercise my ‘Guava’ way too much to where it’s too tight and then gets injured in the process of intercourse.
And torn emotionally from the fact that some people have told me he is still with his girlfriend. We had sex. 3 and 1/2 hours of really great sex. And then I hear he is possibly still with his girlfriend? I’m not that other woman. I refuse to be that other woman. I cannot be the cause of another break-up.
Yes, granted. I have fun on many occasion with men I know. But I make sure they tell me themselves that they are single and ready to mingle. If they are taken I don’t even look their way. I’m more concern of Kayla getting emotionally hurt than him getting physically hurt by her. (And she can pack a punch.) God, I need this cleared up before I leave or it’s going to bother me for the rest of my days.